(7)
“Never Again 2”
cji
2/26/19
Childhood memories
coming in flashes
wondering how many
more just out of sight
forgot space bends
sharing a couple
moments of extreme
never to do again!
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February 25, 2019
(6) "You Want Me Where"
(6)
“You Want Me Where”
cji
2/26/19
Logic of adults rule
you’re the smallest
up you go on ladder
till at the top
roof of the house
‘paint what when’
then plaintively
the whole neighborhood
hearing my screams
‘I’m not moving’
never again up the ladder!
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(5) "Don't Touch Him"
(5)
“Don’t Touch Him”
cji
2/26/19
Like in the movies
hearing the charge
‘Don’t touch him’
tell me when home
but of course
babysitters don’t learn
she laid hands on me
then the hurricane
forceful winds
record players flying
quickly in my room
then the last I heard
‘told you not to touch him’
never to be done again!
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(4) "Don't Yell at Her"
(4)
“Don’t Yell at Her”
cji
2/26/19
Another cold winter day
sister putting on boots
nun standing over
yelling her to hurry
intervening with force
‘don’t yell at her’
till we’re hitting each
the nun was bigger
she won I lost
so much to learn
never to do again!
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(3) "Food in Socks"
(3)
“Food in Socks*”
cji
2/26/19
What horrible stuff
throw it away
where and with what
stuffing into sock
cleaning up the mess
thinking we got away
then on wash day
one sock missing
had to tell truth
never again to do!
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* it was avocados
(2) "Eating Dirt Pies"
(2)
“Eating Dirt Pies”
cji
2/26/19
Playing in the mud
making ditches
then the bright idea
let’s make dirt pies
carefully rounding them
setting them in sun
once drying out
deciding to try some
can’t show how horrible
making it go down
rolling in the ground
never again to do!
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"Never Again" (moments)
(1)
“Never Again”
cji
2/26/19
Standing in a crib
cold winter day
just a hanging diaper
brother trying to warm
putting towel on heater
catching fire quick
breaking window
fire outside in snow
mother hugging us both
must’ve been just then!
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February 24, 2019
“Did You Feel the Fairy Dust” (Epilogue)
(Epilogue:
cji
2/25/19
Knowing what you miss
from time to time
sharing what’s special
here on Pluto just now
many can’t stop too busy
so take an interlude
pause from the rush
even just a blush
remembering youth
and what it was like!)
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(5) "Now Time for Bed"
(5)
“Now Time for Bed”
cji
2/25/19
The fairy dust gone
winds carrying it afar
yawning the children
such fun was had
enjoying fairy dust
every 300 years
giving us cheers
on night clear!
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(4) "Little Children Asking"
(4)
“Little Children Asking”
cji
2/25/19
Wondering if earth
or other planets see
some say to practical
to see such wonders
but it’s okay we do
inhibitions thrown away
when on Pluto one to stay!
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(3) "All Awake Now"
(3)
“All Awake Now”
cji
2/25/19
Little camp fires
shaded and warm
some with marshmallows
others with a hot dog
(we call it a wiener
not to upset Pluto)
then we sing songs
happy and light
all awake now!
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(2) "Light and Fluffy"
(2)
“Light and Fluffy”
cji
2/25/19
Strange mixture found
somewhere between snow
light rains and mists
yet light and fluffy
you know like cotton
showing all colors
reflecting on the moons!
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(1) "Like Tinkerbell"
(1)
“Like Tinkerbell”
cji
2/25/19
Maybe a younger sister
with a small wand waving
calling all to come partake
little children halt awake
their parent to shake
in little piles to rake
filling each’s craving
so say’s little sister!
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"Did You Feel the Fairy Dust" (Prologue)
“Did You Feel the Fairy
Dust”
cji
2/25/19
(Prologue:
Maybe not today
or even yesterday
you have to be
residing on Pluto
and then special
in the middle of night
the heavens open
and there it is
fairly dust a gleam!)
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"Ministering: APRIL 1997 | Endure and Be Lifted Up Russell M. Nelson"
[The] responsibility to endure is
uniquely yours. But you are never alone. I testify that the lifting power of
the Lord can be yours.
Early in our married life when Sister Nelson and I lived in
Minneapolis, we decided to enjoy a free afternoon with our two-year-old
daughter. We went to one of Minnesota’s many beautiful lakes and rented a small
boat. After rowing far from shore, we stopped to relax and enjoy the tranquil
scene. Suddenly, our little toddler lifted one leg out of the boat and started
to go overboard, exclaiming, “Time to get out, Daddy!”
Quickly we
caught her and explained, “No, dear, it’s not time to get out; we must stay in
the boat until it brings us safely back to land.” Only with considerable
persuasion did we succeed in convincing her that leaving the boat early would
have led to disaster.
Children are
prone to do such dangerous things simply because they have not acquired the
wisdom their parents have. Similarly, we as children of our Heavenly Father may
foolishly want to get “out of the boat” before we arrive at destinations He
would like us to reach. The Lord teaches over and over that we are to endure1 to
the end.2 This
is a dominant theme of the scriptures. One example may serve to represent many
passages that convey a similar message:
“Blessed are
they who shall seek to bring forth my Zion …, for they shall have the gift and
the power of the Holy Ghost; and if they endure unto the end they shall be
lifted up at the last day, and shall be saved in the everlasting kingdom of the
Lamb.”3
Blessings
bestowed by God are always predicated upon obedience to law.4 Applied
to my analogy, we are first to get “on the boat” with Him. Then we are to stay with Him. And if we don’t get “out of the
boat” before we should, we shall reach His kingdom, where we will be lifted up
to eternal life.
The term “lifted
up” relates to a physical law that can be illustrated by a simple demonstration.5 I
will use a spool of thread and blow into the axial hole of the spool. The force
of my breath will move a piece of tissue paper away from me. Next I will take
an ordinary card and a straight pin. I will place the pin through the card.
With the pin in the hole of the spool, I will hold the card close to the spool.
I will again blow into the hole of the spool. As I blow, I will let go of the
card so that it can respond to physical forces. Before I proceed, would you
like to predict what will happen? Will I blow the card away from me, or will
the card be lifted up toward me? Are you ready? [Elder Nelson demonstrates that
blowing down the axial hole of the spool lifts the card up toward the spool.]
Did you notice?
As long as I had sufficient breath, the card was lifted up. But when I could
endure no longer, the card fell. When my breath gave out, the opposing force of
gravity prevailed. If my energy could have endured, the card would have been
lifted up indefinitely.6
Energy is always
required to provide lift over opposing forces. These same laws apply in our
personal lives. Whenever an undertaking is begun, both the energy and the will
to endure are essential. The winner of a five-kilometer race is declared at the
end of five kilometers, not at one or
two. If you board a bus to Boston, you don’t get off at Burlington. If you want
to gain an education, you don’t drop out along the way—just as you don’t pay to
dine at an elegant restaurant only to walk away after sampling the salad.
Whatever your
work may be, endure at the beginning, endure through opposing forces along the way,
and endure to the end. Any job must be completed before you can enjoy the
result for which you are working. So wrote the poet:
Stick to your task till it sticks to you;
Beginners are many, but enders are few.
Honor, power, place, and praise
Will always come to the one who stays.
Stick to your task till it sticks to you;
Bend at it, sweat at it, smile at it too;
For out of the bend and the sweat and the smile
Will come life’s victories, after a while.7
Sometimes the
need to endure comes when facing a physical challenge. Anyone afflicted with a
serious illness or with the infirmities of age hopes to be able to endure to
the end of such trials.8 Most
often, intense physical challenges are accompanied by spiritual challenges as
well.
Think of the
early pioneers. What if they had not endured the hardships of their westward
migration? There would be no sesquicentennial celebration this year.
Steadfastly they endured—through persecution,9 expulsion,10 a
governmental order of extermination,11 expropriation
of property,12 and
much more. Their enduring faith in the Lord provided lift for them as it will
for you and for me.
The Lord’s
ultimate concern is for the salvation and exaltation of each individual soul.
What if the Apostle Paul’s conversion had not been enduring? He never would
have testified as he did at the end of his ministry: “I have fought a good
fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith.”13
What if Jesus
had wavered in His commitment to do His Father’s will?14 His
Atonement would not have been accomplished. The dead would not be resurrected.
The blessings of immortality and eternal life would not be.15 But
Jesus did endure. During His final hour, Jesus prayed to His Father, saying, “I
have glorified thee on the earth: I have finished the
work which thou gavest me to do.”16
Early in His
mortal ministry, Jesus became concerned about the commitment of His followers.
He had just fed the 5,000,17 then
had taught them the doctrines of the kingdom. But some had murmured, “This is
an hard saying; who can hear it?”18 Even
after He had fed them, many lacked the faith to endure with Him. He turned to
the Twelve and said, “Will ye also go away?
“Then Simon
Peter answered him, Lord … thou hast the words of eternal life.
“And we believe
and are sure that thou art that Christ, the Son of the living God.”19
Peter’s answer
defines the real core of commitment. When we know without a doubt that Jesus is
the Christ, we will want to stay with Him. When we are surely converted, the
power to endure is ours.
This power to
endure is critical in those two most important relationships we enter into in
life. One is marriage; the other is membership in the Lord’s Church. These are
also unique in that they are both covenant—not contractual—relationships.
Marriage—especially
temple marriage—and family ties involve covenant relationships. They cannot be
regarded casually. With divorce rates escalating throughout the world today, it
is apparent that many spouses are failing to endure to the end of their
commitments to each other. And some temple marriages fail because a husband
forgets that his highest and most important priesthood duty is to honor and
sustain his wife.20 The
best thing that a father can do for his children is to “love their mother.”21
President Gordon
B. Hinckley made a statement recently that each Latter-day Saint husband should
heed: “Magnify your [wife],” he said, “and in so doing you will magnify your
priesthood.”22 To
his profound advice we might couple the timeless counsel of Paul, who said,
“Let every one of you … love his wife even as himself; and the wife see that
she reverence her husband.”23 Enduring
love provides enduring lift through life’s trials. An enduring marriage results
when both husband and wife regard their union as one of the two most important
commitments they will ever make.
The other
commitment of everlasting consequence is to the Lord.24 Unfortunately,
some souls make a covenant with God—signified by the sacred ordinance of
baptism—without a heartfelt commitment to endure with Him. Baptism is an
extremely important ordinance. But it is only initiatory. The supreme benefits
of membership in the Church can only be realized only through the exalting
ordinances of the temple. These blessings qualify us for “thrones, kingdoms,
principalities, and powers”25 in
the celestial kingdom.
The Lord can
readily discern between those with superficial signs of activity and those who
are deeply rooted in His Church. This Jesus taught in the parable of the sower.
He observed that some “have no root in themselves, and so endure but for a time:
afterward, when affliction or persecution ariseth for the word’s sake,
immediately they are offended.”26
Loyalty to the
Lord carries an obligation of loyalty to those called by the Lord to lead His
Church. He has empowered that men be ordained to speak in His holy name.27 As
they guide His unsinkable boat safely toward the shore of salvation, we would
do well to stay on board with them.28 “No
waters can swallow the ship where lies / The Master of ocean and earth and
skies.”29
Nevertheless,
some individuals want to jump “out of the boat” before reaching land. And
others, sadly, are persuaded out by companions who insist that they know more
about life’s perilous journey than do prophets of the Lord. Problems often
arise that are not of your own making. Some of you may innocently find
yourselves abandoned by one you trusted. But you will never be forsaken by your
Redeemer, who said, “I, the Lord, am bound when ye do what I say.”30
Without a strong
commitment to the Lord, an individual is more prone to have a low level of
commitment to a spouse. Weak commitments to eternal covenants lead to losses of
eternal consequence. Laments later in life are laced with remorse—as expressed
in these lines:
For of all sad words of tongue or pen,
The saddest are these: “It might have been!”31
We are speaking
of the most important of all blessings. The Lord said, “If you keep my
commandments and endure to the end you shall have eternal life, which gift is
the greatest of all the gifts of God.”32
Each of you who
really wants to endure to the glorious end that our Heavenly Father has
foreseen should firmly establish some personal priorities. With many interests
competing for your loyalty, you need to be careful first to stay safely “on the
boat.” No one can serve two masters.33 If
Satan can get you to love anything—fun, flirtation, fame, or fortune—more than
a spouse or the Lord with whom you have made sacred covenants to endure, the
adversary begins to triumph. When faced with such temptations, you will find
that strength comes from commitments made well in advance. The Lord said,
“Settle this in your hearts, that ye will do the things which I shall teach,
and command you.”34 He
declared through His prophet Jeremiah, “I will put my law in their inward
parts, and write it in their hearts; and will be their God, and they shall be
my people.”35
When priorities
are proper, the power to endure is increased. And when internalized, those
priorities will help keep you from “going overboard.” They will protect you
from cheating—in marriage, in the Church, and in life.
If you really
want to be like the Lord—more than anything or anyone else—you will remember that your adoration of
Jesus is best shown by your emulation of Him. Then you will not allow any other
love to become more important than love for your companion, your family, and
your Creator. You will govern yourself not by someone else’s set of rules but
by revealed principles of truth.
Your
responsibility to endure is uniquely yours. But you are never alone. I testify
that the lifting power of the Lord can be yours if you will “come unto Christ”
and “be perfected in him.” You will “deny yourselves of all ungodliness.” And
you will “love God with all your might, mind and strength.”36
The living
prophet of the Lord has issued a clarion call: “I invite every one of you,”
said President Hinckley, “to stand on your feet and with a song in your heart
move forward, living the gospel, loving the Lord, and building the kingdom.
Together we shall stay the
course and keep the faith.”37
I pray that each
of us may so endure and be lifted up at the last day, in the name of Jesus
Christ, amen.
“Such to Endure”
cji
2/24/19
So easy to believe when
young
the Spring and Summer
of life
pathways easily
seen/follow
then comes the Fall
older
more difficult to assemble
slower to grasp the Rod
then comes one’s Winter
then we learn to endure
how much more
temptations
easier to make an
excuse
such to endure to the
end
comes the heat of fire
which we covenanted
to do forever and ever!
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February 23, 2019
"Reminders"
“Reminders”
cji
2/24/19
Good way to obey
all Commandments
starting with one
“keep the Sabbath Day”
then pick a second
why keep the Sabbath
it’s Father’s day
thus another Command
actually half a dozen
‘Honor Heavenly Father’
‘No other gods before Him’
see how easy it is
start with one then
more
reminders making it
easy!
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February 22, 2019
"Bursting Bubbles"
“Bursting Bubbles”
cji
2/23/19
Hot steaming waters
surface bubbles rising
hot springs in woods
cascading bubbles
waves rolling over
air filled foam about
bursting bubble of fun
unlike those of today
forgetting to love all
much as useless
as bursting bubbles!
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February 21, 2019
"Burning Tongues"
“Burning Tongues”
cji
2/22/19
Fire breathing blasts
giving into the night
temptations of degree
gathering in with magic
magnifying guile
why is it so asking
so much good to see
wonderful freedoms
all destroyed done away
with burning tongues!
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February 20, 2019
"Quiet" (Epilogue)
"Quiet"
(Epilogue:
cji
2/21/19
Can we comprehend
silence when shouted
okay to scream in hate
only whispers of ‘I love’
how long our days
for when the baby sleeps
ignoring the truth about
our nation strangled
in the quiet silence!)
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(3) "Taps Doubled"
(3)
“Taps Doubled”
cji
2/21/19
Each note clinging
extending the mood
only the bugle notes
repeatedly quietly
touching hearts
moving feelings
those interned hear
at attention to rest
taps doubled!
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